Meh.
Here's what I hate: Car shopping. I just got back from looking and I feel like it'll never happen. I absolutely DO NOT want to be stuck with a high payment.......I mean, I could probably afford a substantial payment, but I am just not willing to do it. I like to be able to have some wiggle room in my finances.....I like to not have to worry about whether I'll have enough gas money or not. Then again, I want a nice car.....actually I want a nice, small SUV. I'll be upside down on my current car which sucks, and is also part of the problem. The dilemma is......do I sacrifice my monetary comfort zone and peace of mind, or do I settle for a car that I may not be completely thrilled with?
*le sigh* I hate worrying about stuff like this. I feel tied up in knots, and my eyes hurt from crying. I am going to have faith that it will all work out according to how it should be, but it sure is hard. May I just say that car salesmen are really pushy jerks???? This guy made me feel about an inch tall and why would I ever think I could get the payment I want to get. I try to let my dad deal with them because he knows how to play "the game", but it still makes me feel awkward and embarrassed. We are going out again in the morning.....funness.
I am so glad this week is over......it just brings me one week closer to the vacation I'm taking in July!! My cousin and I are going to Savannah, GA for like 4 days, and then we're coming back to attend a Harry Potter book release party! I'm super excited, not only because I get to spend time with one of my bestest friends, but because I can get away from HERE.....and from work.
Speaking of work......I work in an office with mostly women. This is not a good thing, people. I get along so much better with guys...they're not half as petty as women. I constantly feel like they're talking about me behind my back because I *know* they talk about everyone.....I've heard them do it. I truly try to be nice to everyone and treat everyone the same, but I still can't shake the feeling that they're whispering. Maybe I'm paranoid........I'm just trying to keep a low profile, do my work, and go home LOL! I can't take the drama.......I need less drama in my life, not more.
Next weekend my aunt and cousin are coming up and I'm off the following Monday, so at least there's that to look forward to as well.
On a musical note, I downloaded a John Mayer CD where he does acoustic versions of all his songs, and it pretty much rules my world. There is nothing better than a good acoustic guitar and someone's voice.........the only thing that comes close is just a piano and someone singing. The simplicity is what makes it even more beautiful.
I guess that's all for now......I hope you're all doing well! Have a great weekend, and much love and hugs to you all......heaven knows I could use some hugs right about now.