Aug 04, 2006 14:43
so, i'm laying on my bedroom floor looking up on my bed full of clothes i need to pack up for school.
...and i'm listening to a cd kate burnt me. i'm going to have to say it's my favorite one, simply bc i listen to it the most.
and so i feel weird. i feel like i'm leaving tomorrow. i miss kate.
live for today
we'll dream tomorrow
we've got big plans in sight
we'll take this city
and by nightfall the bright lights are callin'
everything is goin our way
everything is just as we planned
this is our future (from what we've heard)
and I still got your hand
and it feels like we could last forever
and i'm not doin this alone, oh whoa
when memories fade
we got eachother
when time and confusion collide
sing it, i hold it all when i hold you
when friends walk other ways
we got eachother
i hold it all when i hold, i hold it all when i hold you
we've fell on hard time
this isn't the ideal
we're miles from home doin the best that we can (best that we can)
I won't do this without you(do this without you)
won't do this without you so, take heart
it's not about the money we make
its about the passions that we ache for
what makes your heart beat faster
tell me what does your body long after
i don't care now where we live
its not where or what or who we where with
i just need you in my life
-"When Time and Confusion Collide" Anberlin
You're stealing my heart again
Through every single move you make
And conquer over me with every glance of your blue eyes.
I am helpless for you.
I am helpless for you.
-"Captivated" Slow Coming Day
I never want to be part of the herd
I guess I was in case you haven’t heard
Maybe you can tell that I can’t stand
The way I want to be the included
I always want to be a mystery
I always knew that two and two made three
I wish away the time I’m living in
I never wanna see the smile again
It’s not for sure
And I’m feeling
Like it’s not for sure
Come on and take a drink with me
Whoaaa whoaaa
I don’t think you can cope with it
I don’t think you can handle it
Whoaaa whoaaa
Forgive my own forgetfulness
And take a drink with me
I wanted to be two, but more than one
I only thought that I could be so dumb
Crush my heart with your new heels
I’d beg for you, but I don’t kneel
I understand that you were living there
It never bothered me that I don’t care
I wonder if I’ll act on my impulse
I wonder if I’ll leave if you say go
- "Take a Drink" Quietdrive
On this level there is mystery,
no one’s around and
I can’t open the glorious door.
This room is squeezing me
and I know I’m leaving with everything
mixed up in my head and
I know we’re leaving with everything
we know left unsaid
as if we knew nothing
and not a word escapes our lips.
This stairwell threatens to spit me out
so I’m waiting
to thank you for being beautiful.
Too many times I drive away
with my heart still sitting in the door
and my foot filling my mouth.
Simple goodbyes are choked out
and this train ride tastes of bitter and sweet.
More time with myself than with you
just means I have to make you
out of something artificial
like the scenery that flies by and
taunts me
to break this glass
and jump into a word that
will hold me and never let me go.
Several times I find myself
wishing for this train to end,
releasing me into heaven far away,
far from you leaving me to thank you.
- "The 2nd Floor" The Working Title
Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
-"So Contagious" Acceptance
i really like this song too. okay. that's all.
i have been having a pretty crappy week. and i'm pretty sure my dad has the worst birthday ever.
fuck you, state farm.
okay. bye.
EDIT:// WHY THE FUCK IS LJ BEING GAY?!?!?!?!?