May 16, 2009 17:07
so, waiting for our friend kara. she'll be here any minute. coming to spend the day. not to sound rude, but glad she's not sleeping over. i just have lots to do.
got the house cleaned up and that feels good. still need to fill tom's box though.
starting to get nervous about finding a job...mostly because i DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE ANOTHER YEAR! i have to get over this though, otherwise, that's EXACTLY what's going to happen. what you think about, comes about. so if i don't get those negative thoughts out....
so, intentions for this weekend...
get the anthology organized so i can make copies on monday and start assembling books...lynn said she'd help, so that's nice.
get my grades done
get jury duty so i don't have to go to work. that'd be lovely.
chill out...
finally lost our cable. can still watch the things on our dvr, but i'll be returning the whole box soon.
rented three movies last night...
watched two already.
taken-i liked it. don't like violence, but this was pg-13 violence and those in the movie who got hurt, deserved it. disgusting old men who can't get sex on their own having to buy girls. yuck.
last chance harvey-excellent. great all around. mike has even put it on his top 20 list. great looking, directing, acting, and story. simple, yet unique, plot. touching and funny. well worth the watch. small indie film that didn't get much acknowledgement, but very good. and if you like dustin hoffman and emma thompson, you'll love this. RENT IT!
or come over. i'm sure we'll own it soon. ha!
totally ok now with no smoke. it takes a couple of days. really a week for me. not withdrawls, of course. but a grumpiness. and a wanting. it's over now and my brain is clear. :)
talked to my mom today. daddy is bumbed about his lip. never knew he was so vain, but idiots keep asking him, "what? did your wife hit you?" come on people. come up with something orginal and leave my daddy alone.
mom is out and at a shopping festival aimed at women. she sounded down. we're all going to see my brother in austin on june 6th. they're flying me out there. i'm really excited. can't wait. been wanting to go for a while, but i can't afford it. then we're bringing his daughter, my neice, back. mom and dad are keeping her for a couple of weeks. on the way back we're stopping in san diego. ihaven't been there in years. we're going to the zoo. SO EXCITED ABOUT THAT!!! then to ventura where mike will be visiting his mom and then he and i will drive home. :)
hoping that the inservice works out that i'll be able to go. that's $1,000 that i won't have to worry about. that is if they pay me like they're supposed to, and after taxes, unfortunately.
but that's better than nothing.
anyway, kara is lost so i'm going to go look out for her.
so happy that it's the end of the year. and now i will have time to focus on my job applications.
if you're reading this, you could prayer or do a spell or send positive thoughts that i'll get a job. and that we'll have the money to move. that would make me one happy woman.