May 07, 2013 02:48
Padahal sedang berusaha menjauhkan diri dr seluruh media sosial internet, tp ujung2nya ngepost di LJ
Maybe that's true, everybody needs a diary..
Have you ever feel unaccepted by your society?
Well, maybe that's hormonal for me now for being unaccepted..
In fact, I'm surround by love from my family and friend
But, I believe that everyone has the need to be accepted even with their enemy, the people they don't like, and whatever it called..
When you're sense the sensitiveness, even the small thing can make you upset, yes, that kind of unaccepted thing.
Me from the past wouldn't care any of that
Me from the past would just live happily with the love from my family
Me from the past is that kind of person who surrounded by nice people, and wouldn't tangle with the people she don't fell comfortable with
Ya, that kind of me from the past
But, there is still one thing, that the present me couldn't change from the past me
That is the will to chase the one I love
Just wait and stare from afar
Even scare to give attention and careness
Scare to believe that person won't like me because I know deep down in my heart, I have 'that' and It bother me much until now..
I just hope to find the one I love and will love me back with all my shortage..