Talking to the heart

[meetalc]

 Really can't find the best word to describe this kind of feeling..
Sweet.. Sour.. Bitter.. Salty..
Nothing compare with this taste of substance..
I don't know when this happen to my life..
I just know that I need to write something down
just to relieve this pain out of my heart..

How can I remember something very much inside my head
Hope that It can't make me explode
I am too scare to say
too weak to care
and too stupid to do the right thing 
tell to you that
私の心はあなた次第です