Sad

[meeshicus]

it hurts a lot--I feel empty and sad. I have just about cried the entire day so far. I did go to the gym to try to take my mind off of it. That did help. I know its for the best and that its meant to be this way. What kills me is that I really thought he was going to be the one..If only I chose to see the reality of the situation sooner.

I have absoulte best friend suport system I could ask for. My friends are the best--and what id do with out them I have no idea. I do still feel alone but I know I am not.