So I was't kidding

[meeshicus]

...When I said nothing in the summer really can get me down. Yesterday Im guessing was the final straw. I know I have been cryptic, but although I let him hurt me (emotionally- not to worry) I want to say I had it coming. But what ever..the last straw for me was Him comparing my hanging out with my best friend (he happens to be a guy..but he's gay so hello no competition what so ever) with me getting upset with him meeting a girl from the DATING site we originally met on. His defense If was only coffee...Although we were't anything official it bothered me he met up with another girl, who was not already a friend. maybe Im over critical. if anyone thinks I was out of line for getting upset I am happy to hear the other side. I just can't see how my gay best friend compares to a new girl. But I finally said my peace, and I can only go on from here. I still don't want another relationship or even anything vaguely resembling one. I am good. I have a constant date with my beach pass and sunblock this summer.

This weekend is going to rock. YAY for beach trips. Tomorrow is going to kick ass. I have the weekend off from Yankee so the only thing i am thinking about is remembering to put sunblock on. LOL which actually reminds me I have to buy some..LOL YAY for the summer and I say screw people who choose to be miserable. I had my day to be sad..well it took me 3 but Im good now. Life for me is simple...don't let things get ya down and they just don't. Thank god for my friends though. This might not be so easy if it was't for Erin and Shane..and everyone else who listens to me..So yay friends.

I HOPE everyone has a great Memorial day weekend..:) WHOOOO