Jan 23, 2006 17:15
There's been a lot of things going on in my mind the last couple days. I feel pretty busy but there are times when I'm not when I feel like I should be busy and doing something. I should probably find something else to be involved in.
This quarter I've been feeling just kind of low. I think it might be lingering cold that keeps coming up whenever I play ultimate outside int he cold air. I just need some more motivation. Socially I need to branch out a bit. Getting involved in something else I guess might do that.
I really wish I knew what I wanted to do. I feel closed in, by I don't know what. I have a lot of options but don't feel like I do. Maybe things will clear up if I take Biology and enjoy it.
I've been listening to music a lot more lately. I think college has made me into much more of a music listener.
I'd like something to happen. Or at least to progress a little bit in the friendship realm. We'll see. We'll see.
I went to church again last night. I sat with Kim Rost and her mom, becase they were both there which was sort of exciting. It was really enjoyable and I should be going to the INN tomorrow which we be exciting, since I haven't been in a while. I did cry a lot but that was more because my mind was thinking of a person that I think of a lot but I'm never really able to grasp the situation except at certain times. Apparently the Gaffney is talking about relationships, marriage, temptation, lust, etc. with his wife. I guess it will be interesting to hear their point of view?
I don't have the energy to write anything really.