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i am so sore.
sooo sore.
the second day was easier in terms of running but harder in terms of WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS
i felt like giving up when i was running b/c i was thinking of the running guide and thinking about how next week i have to do 2 minutes running 1 minute walking for 30 minutes and i was like
there is no way i can run for 2 minutes straight.
i felt pretty discouraged :( even though i was running when i was thinking it
apparently we ran over 1 minute today twice, something like 1 minute 20 seconds and i was like WHY DO I FEEL LIKE DYING and then i looked at the time and noticed that we went over
I DUNNO
i mean i'm obviously not going to give up, and i know i should just focus on one day at a time but seriously after actually starting to run i can't fathom being able to run for like 2 minutes straight how can i run for 30 minutes straight!!! like it seems IMPLAUSIBLE
like it will only happen to other people and not me b/c i'm not cut out for it, like i won't build up the endurance, people says it happens w/o you even realizing it but i don't think it will happen to me, it's a STRUGGLE :(:(:(
well i felt good that i ran again today even though the guide said to walk for 30 minutes today but i thought that was gonna be a waste so we did the run 1 minute walk 2 minutes tomorrow i'll walk for an hour b/c my roommate can't go running, then thursday i'll run again even though my roommate can't b/c she's working until 10 pm. i guess it's ok for her b/c she bikes like 10 miles a day already :(
anyways afterwards we went grocery shopping and had all these grocery bags and the elevator wasn't coming and some girl came down in the elevator w/ all these boxes and was like i'm moving out and just closed the door in our faces
i think our faces were all :0:0:0 i loudly spat out obscenities up all the flights of stairs, i hope the girl heard
then our legs felt like jelly my arms hurt
my legs hurt :(:(
sooo sore.
the second day was easier in terms of running but harder in terms of WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS
i felt like giving up when i was running b/c i was thinking of the running guide and thinking about how next week i have to do 2 minutes running 1 minute walking for 30 minutes and i was like
there is no way i can run for 2 minutes straight.
i felt pretty discouraged :( even though i was running when i was thinking it
apparently we ran over 1 minute today twice, something like 1 minute 20 seconds and i was like WHY DO I FEEL LIKE DYING and then i looked at the time and noticed that we went over
I DUNNO
i mean i'm obviously not going to give up, and i know i should just focus on one day at a time but seriously after actually starting to run i can't fathom being able to run for like 2 minutes straight how can i run for 30 minutes straight!!! like it seems IMPLAUSIBLE
like it will only happen to other people and not me b/c i'm not cut out for it, like i won't build up the endurance, people says it happens w/o you even realizing it but i don't think it will happen to me, it's a STRUGGLE :(:(:(
well i felt good that i ran again today even though the guide said to walk for 30 minutes today but i thought that was gonna be a waste so we did the run 1 minute walk 2 minutes tomorrow i'll walk for an hour b/c my roommate can't go running, then thursday i'll run again even though my roommate can't b/c she's working until 10 pm. i guess it's ok for her b/c she bikes like 10 miles a day already :(
anyways afterwards we went grocery shopping and had all these grocery bags and the elevator wasn't coming and some girl came down in the elevator w/ all these boxes and was like i'm moving out and just closed the door in our faces
i think our faces were all :0:0:0 i loudly spat out obscenities up all the flights of stairs, i hope the girl heard
then our legs felt like jelly my arms hurt
my legs hurt :(:(