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lauren left today and she text tina saying that our 298 song was playing on the radio when she left. then tina and i decided to play it in the room. i feel so sad! not only is it a good song and i personally like it, but it was lauren who first introduced it to me saying it was a good song. It has been and will forever be lauren's & 298's song. i didn't think that we'd get so emotional over 298. maybe its denial talking.
i'm weak to tears. if i see someone cry i crack and its the end of me. i saw my mom cry at my grad, then tia mary, then yumichan, its awful. i couldnt' help myself. i hugged my dad and i felt like a little girl again. then at dinner, tina and i had a moment (a heterosexual roommate kind) where we were both in tears at one long point and cameras were everywhere, just so they can embasrrass us in the future. then my speech thanking everyone. ugh it was awful. tina's grad i got teary, while saying good bye to lauren there was a 298 moment. mannn... so emotional
he updated after 2 years. not only was i surprised that he remembered his username and password, but it was a really emotional, serious, touching entry that reminded me of the part of him that he doesnt show as much. it almost made me cry and i wish i was there for him, just to be a shoulder in case he needed it. i'm always here for you, even though you may not take it seriously. I'd like to think that we've been through so much together; enough that we can still be there for each other, still be open and honest about things, be good friends, when on of us needs it. i'll always love you. congratulations on graduation.
As of today, all 4 of us at 298 are UCSD graduates. amazing...sounds crazy, really. i dont know what to do with myself. i actually have tons of things to do cuz i have vacationing, interning, and grad school to think about. Not to mention that i'm worried sick that something happened to my papers and I didn't pass my classes. Special thanks to Ko for helping me out with my econ final. Even though he said he didnt do anything he really boosted my confidence (using statistics) cuz all i have to do is get a C- or better and i'm set. However, i let myself reach a point where I need to worry about my grade; meaning that there was a chance for me to fail, not pass the class, not graduate, leading me to take another class at UCSD in the winter. Now that I write about it its making me even more worried. back to the topic - we've all graduated and its very... not really... iono... it hasn't sunk in yet.
juliette, ur leaving tomorrow. please have a safe trip and have fun over there. maybe, hopefully, we'll see each other in the amazons. who knows
hmmm wat else. dinner with B.E.T was actually nice. unfortunately we'll all be going our separate ways sooner than later. it really is coming to an end and i just can't see that happening. there's that denial again. i feel like i'll be going to class next week.
my play time here is limited. i'm gonna try to make the best of it.
i'm weak to tears. if i see someone cry i crack and its the end of me. i saw my mom cry at my grad, then tia mary, then yumichan, its awful. i couldnt' help myself. i hugged my dad and i felt like a little girl again. then at dinner, tina and i had a moment (a heterosexual roommate kind) where we were both in tears at one long point and cameras were everywhere, just so they can embasrrass us in the future. then my speech thanking everyone. ugh it was awful. tina's grad i got teary, while saying good bye to lauren there was a 298 moment. mannn... so emotional
he updated after 2 years. not only was i surprised that he remembered his username and password, but it was a really emotional, serious, touching entry that reminded me of the part of him that he doesnt show as much. it almost made me cry and i wish i was there for him, just to be a shoulder in case he needed it. i'm always here for you, even though you may not take it seriously. I'd like to think that we've been through so much together; enough that we can still be there for each other, still be open and honest about things, be good friends, when on of us needs it. i'll always love you. congratulations on graduation.
As of today, all 4 of us at 298 are UCSD graduates. amazing...sounds crazy, really. i dont know what to do with myself. i actually have tons of things to do cuz i have vacationing, interning, and grad school to think about. Not to mention that i'm worried sick that something happened to my papers and I didn't pass my classes. Special thanks to Ko for helping me out with my econ final. Even though he said he didnt do anything he really boosted my confidence (using statistics) cuz all i have to do is get a C- or better and i'm set. However, i let myself reach a point where I need to worry about my grade; meaning that there was a chance for me to fail, not pass the class, not graduate, leading me to take another class at UCSD in the winter. Now that I write about it its making me even more worried. back to the topic - we've all graduated and its very... not really... iono... it hasn't sunk in yet.
juliette, ur leaving tomorrow. please have a safe trip and have fun over there. maybe, hopefully, we'll see each other in the amazons. who knows
hmmm wat else. dinner with B.E.T was actually nice. unfortunately we'll all be going our separate ways sooner than later. it really is coming to an end and i just can't see that happening. there's that denial again. i feel like i'll be going to class next week.
my play time here is limited. i'm gonna try to make the best of it.