Sep 04, 2007 16:12
...refuse an unwanted dating? X_X
It was one of the most frightening days I had in my life. A day with a mental case who apparently thought he was my future fiancée, like I should want that level of commitment. I used to be the typical "Japanese who can't say No." It was hard for me to decline when asked out by someone persistent. So I am partly responsible for his strange fantasies. I realized on that day I no longer want to act nice. That isn't being nice at all anyway. I can't reciprocate. Just keep telling him I don't have a day off tomorrow or the day after . And at 2 AM I will still be at work.
But I never have the guts to date someone I actually really like... T_T