will you say to them when i'm gone

Jul 07, 2010 22:18

Title: River
Character/s: Alex Fielding, Tony Hill, John Fielding
Spoilers: For the events of 6.04 ‘The Dead Land’
Disclaimer: I own a bit of this, actually. Not all of it, just a wee bit.
Word Count: 2,500 words
Summary: Alex takes Tony home.
A/N: This piece isn’t a follow-on from my earlier fic ‘Diamonds’, although it is set in the same place ( Read more... )

character: john fielding, character: alex fielding, wire in the blood, fic, character: tony hill

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mammothluv July 7 2010, 14:44:51 UTC
Have I mentioned lately that I find you awesome? If not - Hey, I find you awesome ( ... )

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meelsie_love78 July 7 2010, 23:27:55 UTC
Thank you my love ( ... )

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meelsie_love78 July 7 2010, 23:28:13 UTC

their current surroundings echo the way Alex and Tony are that peaceful retreat for each otherYep yep yep, that's it entirely. And partly that's why Tony says Alex is lucky, because she grew up with that kind of haven, and can go back to it whenever she wishes, and this is something he never had, and has decided he shouldn't expect, because apparently he doesn't really deserve it. But Alex is just dying to share it with him, and to give him some of that sanctuary, especially now when his brain is reeling. It's almost as if by seeing where she lived and how peaceful it is, Tony can hopefully realise that this is the very quality she brings to his life all the time. Argh, mush ( ... )

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mammothluv July 9 2010, 15:56:17 UTC
Before I forget, FRECKLE SHOUT OUT! (I fully expect Alex's freckles to be mentioned in all of your fics now.)

I love the slow pace you set here and I think it works beautifully to show, like you said, the calming effect Alex's family home has on Tony. And your talk about how Tony never really had anything like this (the loving family or a peaceful escape) makes me both sad for his past and terribly happy for the fact that he has Alex now and that she wants nothing more than to share this with him and that her family is so accepting of him.

I seem to have this thing about Tony imagining her when she was young. What is that even about, Liz.*welcome to Liz's crappy attempt to be a psychologist* I think it's because of something we've talked about before, how we wish Tony would ask Alex questions about her life and express more curiosity about her. When you're really head over heels for someone and want to know everything about them, picturing little baby them is just part of that, isn't it? It's just terribly sweet that he wants ( ... )

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meelsie_love78 July 10 2010, 07:48:07 UTC
I can't leave the freckles alone now. I'm obsessed. It's like a fetish.

she wants nothing more than to share this with him and that her family is so accepting of himFor some reason that thing about her family instantly adoring him seems really important to me. I don't really know why (hit me with your awesome psychology-skillz again if you like), but it seems really crucial in my mind. It's not even like Alex spends a lot of time with her family (it seems to me that she doesn't, and is pretty independent and self-sufficient even with them - and I love that maybe this is because she's used to protecting herself and being kind of alone), so maybe it's more my personal thing that I have about Tony getting more open adoration. I'm all about boosting his self-esteem, it seems ( ... )

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mammothluv July 12 2010, 15:19:33 UTC
I definitely get the wanting her family to adore him thing. I think we've talked before about how it seems like Tony never had a stable and loving family like Alex seems to. (Even if they do have their problems, they seem pretty solid, yes?) And that's one reason it's so gorgeous to see him fall into that family dynamic with Alex and Ben so easily where he has all that stuff he missed out on before. And, as perfect as his relationship with Alex and Ben is, there's something a little extra lovely about him gaining this big extended family along with them. In other words, we are ridiculous mushballs who basically want Tony to constantly be snuggled whilst laying in a sunshiney field surrounded by rainbows, puppies and kittens ( ... )

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meelsie_love78 July 14 2010, 07:56:07 UTC
we are ridiculous mushballs who basically want Tony to constantly be snuggled whilst laying in a sunshiney field surrounded by rainbows, puppies and kittens
I have no problem with this fact.

And you're right that that's why it's so touching and wonderful to see Tony getting along so well with Ben (and Alex too, obviously); because even though he's never had anything like that before, it actually comes really naturally to him. Like Alex would say, he can do it!

*seethes with jealous rage over your sekrit psych tutorials and coffee dates with Tony*

Maybe he's afraid if he asks her all the things he wants to, he'll fall even more in love with her and seeing as how he thinks it's hopeless, he just doesn't let himself?Yeah, I definitely like this. I'm sure he holds back a lot with her, just as much as she does with him, as a means of self-preservation. And about his focus being super-intense once let loose? Absofuckinglutely. Every time Tony says that line about the killer in 6.03 (it's something like 'he'll be obsessive with her' etc ( ... )

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mammothluv July 22 2010, 02:09:03 UTC
Aha! I'm glad you agree re: Tony holding back because he's afraid to let loose with his epic interest in all things Alex. And I love your idea of him grilling John or Jago for Alex info. I'm imagining Alex either overhearing it or John or Jago mentioning to her later how Tony spent ages asking about some obscure detail about her childhood or something. It's so adorable.

Way to totally describe yourself, Mr showing up on her doorstep at three in the morning every five seconds.
It really is a good thing that Alex seems to have grown to enjoy stalkerish behavior if Tony is the one doing it. I have to laugh in 4.01 when she yells at him to not ever call her house again because you know in the next year or two she's totally dying for him to call her every night and blowing up his cell right back.

So, in conclusion, the crack you're doing? I'm doing it too. It's good crack. Vegan crack.Excellent. It's nice that we're on the same crack. I think we're the only two people in the world on this particular brand and it's terribly ( ... )

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meelsie_love78 July 22 2010, 02:31:32 UTC
I definitely agree, it's a brilliant observation! It makes so much sense; you can practically see his brain aching to know every little ridiculous thing about her while he gazes at her in silence with that fucking gorgeous adoring expression on his face. (I am beyond happy that we're up to 5.02 - the gazing, wifey! The gazing in that ep is amazing. The way he looks at her! Argh ( ... )

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mammothluv July 26 2010, 01:54:17 UTC
I am beyond happy that we're up to 5.02 - the gazing, wifey! The gazing in that ep is amazing. The way he looks at her!And, lord love a duck, she returns the gazing time a gazillion in 5.03. WTF? I am still not over all that intense eye sex. That was hardcore, boo ( ... )

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meelsie_love78 July 26 2010, 03:41:29 UTC
I shall never be over the epic eyesexing we've just witnessed. And you're right; it's only fair that she was repaying him for all his gazing in 5.02. I love the way they gaze at each other (yes, I know this is an obvious thing.) In-love gazing is the best.

the poor girl is probably out of sorts for the remainder of the day(You mean like me when I get up in the morning and there's no replies from you in my inbox yet ( ... )

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mammothluv July 28 2010, 18:22:38 UTC
Sure the gazing and your love for it are obvious, so obvious that it's practically jumping up and down and screaming "LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!" at the top of it's lungs, but that doesn't mean we should ramble about it any less.

(You mean like me when I get up in the morning and there's no replies from you in my inbox yet?)Ha! I'm glad I'm not the only one. I act sort of like Tony when confronted with no buns if I wake up without an Amelia reply or two in my inbox ( ... )

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meelsie_love78 July 29 2010, 08:30:20 UTC
I love the love, and the gazing. It's like my favourite thing in the entire world. Pretty much ( ... )

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mammothluv August 3 2010, 14:15:13 UTC
I think it is fair to say that we're both in love with the gazing as the half of our rewatch that isn't "ZOMG! (insert pervy comment here)!" is "SQUUEEE!!! GAZING!!!"

Yes, surely it's advisable as a codependent to marry another codependent so you can feed off of and encourage each other's codependency issues, right? *is terribly proud of our healthy marriage*

Why do I feel like Kevin would be super annoying in a bake-off? He'd be all cocky and "My muffin is going to kick your muffin's ass!" Also, he'd recruit Paula to be his chef's assistant and she'd be awesome and helpful but also just roll her eyes at him constantly and say things like, "Kev, it's just a bake-off. Calm down."

I just want to eat stuff that comes out of the ground or falls off a tree or something, rather than having been created by some geek in a test-tube. Ha. I'm feeling so self-righteous greenie vego at the moment! Oh, man, I just started this book about a woman who started investigating the food system here in America after her daughter had this ( ... )

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meelsie_love78 August 4 2010, 04:51:04 UTC
the half of our rewatch that isn't "ZOMG! (insert pervy comment here)!" is "SQUUEEE!!! GAZING!!!"This is yet another reason why I'm glad we've not employed Ianto to take notes ( ... )

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mammothluv August 9 2010, 18:12:22 UTC
Even if we tried to hire him, Ianto wouldn't come anywhere near us now that you've threatened to hit him in the face with a bottle. We really need to work on your violent tendencies ( ... )

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