worst day ...
Saturday Adam broke up with me becaue "I choose running over him." He doesnt like the fact that I am training for the Boston Marathon and thinks I should have a job even though I already have 2 :( He is not supportive at all and says that my running takes time away from him. Alls I wanted was to see his face while crossing the finish line and he has to be unsupportive, now he is not even going. It is going to be incredibly hard running without him there. If it wasnt for my freinds and family I would have dropped out of it, but I made it this far and I cant let him win. I am going to run it and I will run it with my head held high. Running is my passion, I just wish he would understand and be supportive. Im starting to question if he ever really loved me or if it was just a lie. I am starting to belive it was all a lie, our whole relationship was a lie. I dont even know what else to say about this. It just fucking sucks and it hurts so bad.:(