update

[meegosh]

Well I seem to have fallen out of the habit of writing here, so I don't really know where to start. Even taking the Mad Hatter's advice of starting at the beginning and when I get to the end to stop.

Comments

[thaddeusdagan]

Wow, you've been dealing with a lot of stuff lately. I'm glad things are moving ahead for you transition-wise, and I hope it's moving at a pace that feels right for you. I think it's perfectly normal to be apprehensive before a major change like starting hormones. I actually wasn't nervous before starting T, but that's only because it happened so bloody fast I didn't have time to think about it. :p Also, the whole system where you have to have the most intimate parts of your life evaluated by strangers so they can decide if you're "good enough" to live the life you need to live . . . that's nervewracking. (Especially when they don't give you much idea what to expect