Mar 19, 2005 19:27
Well let's see...Not much has changed in my life. I want things to get better and I'm trying to make them better...but seeing as I don't have much of a strong support base of friends here at school I'm pretty much left to hide in the shadows of my mediocre existence.
I just feel invisible, y'know? I feel left out...alone. I'm sure he'll read it sometime or another, but I even feel that way sometimes with Nick. I just feel like I don't fit in anywhere...not even so much in the art community that I am devoting my life and future career opportunity to...
So...sitting in my room, wanting to cry, rip my hair out, say f* the world, and call it a day.