Broken Promises
I can't believe i'm still trying to make this LJ thing happen it is clear i cannot write a blog. Well at least write and finish one. I think its because i have to type and i love writing by hand. Not because i have good penmanship or like how it looks i just think it's more natural or something. I don't don't know i'm weird. Anyway this entry is about how I' ve been felling regretful.
Have you ever made a promise that you couldn't keep. Before going into high school I promised myself never to use a high school bathroom and never to go to a homecoming dance or game. Over the years I've forgotten the homecoming game part. And i've broken the bathroom promise. the only thing left was the dance. It never even crossed my mind that i'd attend a high school dance until this year, senior year. I was about to do it but was very reluctant to do so. I made exuses but at the end i just though my priorities were else where. and at the time they honestly were but now their not. I loved the pep rally yesterday and i was way into it until i was struck with this regret that made me feel like shit
It's now saturday i'm not going to homecoming and I don't go to a bonfire or football game. So i am now that guy who says, I've never been to a high school football game, never went to a bonfire, never helped make a float, never participated in spirit week my senior year, never made an effort. The best years of my life...