Profound but technically meaningless
So it's official. A week of applications (and only managing to get out one "real" job application and 2 for temporary legal jobs) has demoralised me to the point of exhaustion and despair. I hate applying for these jobs so much, and it's a means to and end, hoops to jump thru and all that jazz. I'm really struggling at this point to tell myself to man up and get on with this shit.
But never fear; tomorrow the real fun of exam revision starts and then I will long for the days of application writing (or maybe not!)
Otherwise things are fine. Me and the boy are done I think. He lamed out on me mid week for no real reason and I haven't heard from him since, so that's that. I guess that's the way these things go sometimes. I guess it's good this all happened before I got too attached etc. It's a shame tho;it was nice while it lasted. But it is whatever.
Cricket has been a bit of a downer too this week, which is brilliant; it's usually my rescuer at this time of year. But yesterday we had a bad match that I was pretty pissed off about while we're playing and then my best mate on the team got hit smack on the ankle with the ball and we had to abandon the game and call in an ambulance. She was in a lot of pain and it made a horrific cracking noise. Fortunately, scans at the hospital showed no break or fracture so it's just (!) deep tissue injury and she'll be up and about and back on the cricket pitch in 4 weeks or so.
And that's me at the moment. Life is a bit sucky, but I'll get through it. Things will get better eventually. Everything happens for a reason. And other meaningless platitudes.
But never fear; tomorrow the real fun of exam revision starts and then I will long for the days of application writing (or maybe not!)
Otherwise things are fine. Me and the boy are done I think. He lamed out on me mid week for no real reason and I haven't heard from him since, so that's that. I guess that's the way these things go sometimes. I guess it's good this all happened before I got too attached etc. It's a shame tho;it was nice while it lasted. But it is whatever.
Cricket has been a bit of a downer too this week, which is brilliant; it's usually my rescuer at this time of year. But yesterday we had a bad match that I was pretty pissed off about while we're playing and then my best mate on the team got hit smack on the ankle with the ball and we had to abandon the game and call in an ambulance. She was in a lot of pain and it made a horrific cracking noise. Fortunately, scans at the hospital showed no break or fracture so it's just (!) deep tissue injury and she'll be up and about and back on the cricket pitch in 4 weeks or so.
And that's me at the moment. Life is a bit sucky, but I'll get through it. Things will get better eventually. Everything happens for a reason. And other meaningless platitudes.