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last summer all I could think about was how there was just one thing missing in my life. I thought I had everything I needed to be happy, a paycheck, a roof over my head, money for dope and beer, friends that knew me better than I knew myself. all I wanted was that one person to love me and hold me.
I found that boy who will hold me and not ask any questions. he hates to see me cry and loves to see me laugh. he knows just how to tickle me to take away all the pain. he knows when to just sit quietly by my side and when to tell me stories of the many adventures he has had. I found the one thing that I thought I needed.
somehow I just dont feel right. I have everything I think I need, a paycheck, a place to sleep, money for food and gas, a boy who loves me, friends who know me way too well. I think I just have to learn to accept that hole and embrace it because I cant seem to find anything that will fill it.
I found that boy who will hold me and not ask any questions. he hates to see me cry and loves to see me laugh. he knows just how to tickle me to take away all the pain. he knows when to just sit quietly by my side and when to tell me stories of the many adventures he has had. I found the one thing that I thought I needed.
somehow I just dont feel right. I have everything I think I need, a paycheck, a place to sleep, money for food and gas, a boy who loves me, friends who know me way too well. I think I just have to learn to accept that hole and embrace it because I cant seem to find anything that will fill it.