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Ahhh how I love summer nights. Just sitting on the front porch listening to the sounds of the night...........
the drunks at the bar, up town singing "get down tonight".....
Ahhh yes, now that's what I am talking about.
I do love summer and I was reading an article in the Free Press about griping less about the high cost of things such as gas, and take time to enjoy the bargins in life and just enjoy the small things, like watching the fireflies light up in the night air.
Yeah.
Not much going on...working hard and just getting through day by day. I am thinking of getting a second job, just to take up some of my time.
I have pushed away everyone that actually wanted something to do with me and I pretty much feel like a loser. Before I liked being by myself all the time because I had the option to call someone up to go out with, but now it's really, well, lonely.
Ah well, life will go on and there are no signs of it crumbling around me yet, so it looks like I am doing pretty good.
Mom, Dad, Kris and I are going down to Gran's on July 7th, I am not sure how I feel about that yet, since there has been some tension between the family down there and us. I don't really understand why. I guess it's just one of those things...life down there is so much different than life up here, it's like going to another country when we go down there. Crazy, I know, but we will see. I have tried talking to them several times, but it's like they are avoiding me. Debbie says that it is because they are jealous of me(When I say they, I mean my cousins). I don't really understand though, I don't feel like I have anything that they don't, and even if I do, it is not like I run around flaunting it in front of them. Then again I actually get to live my life and be selfish and do things, while all of them are married and seem rather unhappy if you ask me.
I need to go up to school sometime next week and see about scheduling classes for next semester. I am a little upset because half the classes that I need to graduate in May are not offered during the fall OR the winter semesters. Makes me a little irritated, but hopefully my advisor will be able to remedy that.
Well enough rambling, it is time to hit it.
Any crazy thing I didn't do..........
I MEANT TO
the drunks at the bar, up town singing "get down tonight".....
Ahhh yes, now that's what I am talking about.
I do love summer and I was reading an article in the Free Press about griping less about the high cost of things such as gas, and take time to enjoy the bargins in life and just enjoy the small things, like watching the fireflies light up in the night air.
Yeah.
Not much going on...working hard and just getting through day by day. I am thinking of getting a second job, just to take up some of my time.
I have pushed away everyone that actually wanted something to do with me and I pretty much feel like a loser. Before I liked being by myself all the time because I had the option to call someone up to go out with, but now it's really, well, lonely.
Ah well, life will go on and there are no signs of it crumbling around me yet, so it looks like I am doing pretty good.
Mom, Dad, Kris and I are going down to Gran's on July 7th, I am not sure how I feel about that yet, since there has been some tension between the family down there and us. I don't really understand why. I guess it's just one of those things...life down there is so much different than life up here, it's like going to another country when we go down there. Crazy, I know, but we will see. I have tried talking to them several times, but it's like they are avoiding me. Debbie says that it is because they are jealous of me(When I say they, I mean my cousins). I don't really understand though, I don't feel like I have anything that they don't, and even if I do, it is not like I run around flaunting it in front of them. Then again I actually get to live my life and be selfish and do things, while all of them are married and seem rather unhappy if you ask me.
I need to go up to school sometime next week and see about scheduling classes for next semester. I am a little upset because half the classes that I need to graduate in May are not offered during the fall OR the winter semesters. Makes me a little irritated, but hopefully my advisor will be able to remedy that.
Well enough rambling, it is time to hit it.
Any crazy thing I didn't do..........
I MEANT TO