Feb 17, 2005 19:45
CHAOS.
the coolest word ever + it sums up just about every aspect of not only my life, but, it seems to be, everyone else's life too, lately.
I think I need me time. But I have been so needy lately and Bobby is the biggest witness to that.
Jenni, Jess and I all went to Bobby's & Chris's game the other day. It was totally sweet. Those guys are fucking animals on the ice.Peavey is fucking awesome. It makes me want to play hockey so that I can get some of my agressions out.
I'm such a tomboy. Patrick said something the other day that made a lot of sense. I guess I never thought about it. It is almost impossible for me to have girl friends. I have 3 girl friends, one of which is my sister, & they are not even good friends. I have always gotten along with the guys, they just don't bitch and backstab as much, (with the exception of Dave). I want to do boy things and I have never been super girly. I don't know though.
So Jess and I are supposed to go up to Dave's cabin up north tomorrow. I just don't know, especially if Dave's sister is going to be there with her friends. I'll want to shoot myself. Plus on top of it all Dave doesn't want
We are going to the rodeo on Sunday! :) I'm totally excited, and if anyone wants to go, they are more than welcome ot tag along. It's always a good time.
I lost my favorite pair of Chucks. I am so mad at myself. I lose EVERYTHING.
I confuse the hell out of myself.