To my dear friends,
As I was zoning out at lunch today, I realized that I am very, very, very bad at saying things that need to be said. In order to attempt to prove myself worthy, I came up with this list of nine - because I am contrary and refuse to do things in a perfect ten - things I wanted to say to nine people (both RL and LJ friends). But, erm, it's anonymous. ;D I will, though, probably be prone to telling you which one I wrote with you in mind if you're really curious.
1. We haven't been friends for very long, but you have been such a positive influence on me. I haven't thanked you for that reason in particular because you would probably think I'm just being nice, even though it's so the truth. Keep shining, star. ^^
2. You are one of a handful of people who honestly intimidates me. This is both positive and negative. It's positive because with you I learn to take down my ego a notch or two in order to observe and learn, but not so good because I don't mean what I say with you for fear of being seen as a complete idiot. I'm sorry.
3. If I poke you too often on AIM, you can totally tell me to stop. <3 I won't guarantee I'll obey, however.
4. You are everything I look for in a friend - and so, so much more. Don't ever leave, please? :|
5. You've been a friend of mine since the very beginning. You're so wonderful I don't know what to say. I'd say I love you, but you know that.
6. I've known you for a long while and we're friends by association, but we don't talk much. Recently, it sounds like you've been having a hard time, but I don't know what to say or whether or not I should say anything at all. I want you to know that I do care, though. <3
7. We grew up together, and fell into friendship at first sight. I don't know what I'd do without you.
8. You're a dear friend to me and I love you. But just cool it, okay? Take a deep breath and relax, love.
9. Remember all those crazy, insane conversations we used to have really, really late at night? I miss those.
On a complete unrelated note, however, I LOVE MY
santa_smex ASSIGNMENT. I AM WRITING FOR SOMEONE I KNOW AND ADORE. SINCE RECEIVING MY ASSIGNMENT I HAVE BEEN FLAILING MYSELF UP A WALL. :DDD