Mar 11, 2005 22:04
well im really depressed rihgt now im think about my ex from 2 years ago she was the only personot my other names she litterally saved me from suicide. she was the only person who had a key to my house besides me and my mom . my mom was at work and i was really depressed causei had just found out my friend died and i hadnt talk to any body in days not even her i hadnt eaten drank smoked nothing i just stayed in my room and then i got a gun. i had the gun at my head and had just clicked the saftey off and she walked in and litterally was the only reason i didnt pull the trigger. i dunno what to do with out her