OMFG.........
You have got to be kidding me........ Today, was such a decent day.... WAS.... just got off the phone with a friend, who felt the need to remind me just how pathetic it is that i cant seem to find a guy willing to date me.. I mean, i dont have picture here just yet becuase, well mine are all too big, once i get one that will fit, you will all get to put a face to the drama.
Anyways, not why i came back tonight.. you know your friends mean well? But try to hard? HAHA, thats my friends. ALL of them.
i mean, i am surely not a supermodel, or beautiful at that. I dont think im ugly, i think im cute. Im tall, i have 2 kids, how skinny do people want me to be? I am happy with how i am. thats all that matters right? back to the subject at hand... She was telling me that , i just dont realize what i have to offer anyone.. Well, yeah i do.. im not stupid. i know me more than anyone else does.
i do have someone in mind that i woul very happily date, but.. we'll have to see...
Where do people come off saying someof the crap that they say? I mean , hell.. Who can tell ANYONE that the other person leads a boring, unfullfilling life,.. I have a job, 2 kids, my family and my friends. what else am i supposed to have? Now, she has me feeling like i need to re-evaluate everything in my life to find what means anything. should ihave to??? i dunno.. right now, after that conversation i dont up from down or left from right. Very... hrm... i dont even know the words that i am trying to find right now... So ill leave with this..
people have no idea what my life is like. Spend 1 day as me, you'll see things differently.
FYI::: any feedback or comments from anyone really are very much appreciated and wanted.. Just want to know, im not alone i guess..,...........
im out ~~~~~~~S
Anyways, not why i came back tonight.. you know your friends mean well? But try to hard? HAHA, thats my friends. ALL of them.
i mean, i am surely not a supermodel, or beautiful at that. I dont think im ugly, i think im cute. Im tall, i have 2 kids, how skinny do people want me to be? I am happy with how i am. thats all that matters right? back to the subject at hand... She was telling me that , i just dont realize what i have to offer anyone.. Well, yeah i do.. im not stupid. i know me more than anyone else does.
i do have someone in mind that i woul very happily date, but.. we'll have to see...
Where do people come off saying someof the crap that they say? I mean , hell.. Who can tell ANYONE that the other person leads a boring, unfullfilling life,.. I have a job, 2 kids, my family and my friends. what else am i supposed to have? Now, she has me feeling like i need to re-evaluate everything in my life to find what means anything. should ihave to??? i dunno.. right now, after that conversation i dont up from down or left from right. Very... hrm... i dont even know the words that i am trying to find right now... So ill leave with this..
people have no idea what my life is like. Spend 1 day as me, you'll see things differently.
FYI::: any feedback or comments from anyone really are very much appreciated and wanted.. Just want to know, im not alone i guess..,...........
im out ~~~~~~~S