Dec 05, 2004 12:41
i hurt so badly.
my side feels like it's got a friggin' balloon inside of me slowly inflating.
ofcourse, making me feel like grabbing a knife and stabbing it to death.
this happens once every 2 months so it's not like it's new or anything.
the trips to the hospital will slowly, but surely, become more excessive now.
i was so proud of me for not going in about 2 weeks [HUGE record for me i might add]
and now it's all over. ;/
i used to have a phobia of hospitals but now it's like "gah! i'm here again?!"
i used to wonder who died in the room i was placed in, or the bed i was laying in.
i was little, ofcourse, but still.
i used to pass out everytime i entered a hospital because i would become so scared.
i'm glad that phase is over, but i wish me having to go all the time was also over with.
blah. i'm just a little nervous about tomorrow.
i hope it's not another cyst, or anything horrible like that.
blahblahblah...blah! i hate this.
i'm gonna stop ranting now, because it's lame.
[psst. sorry for the lack of updates. i'll try harder i promise]