I just realized that I have not been on LJ since Christmas ( Read more... )

October 1
13 years ago
we had a funeral
for my brother Thomas

I still miss him every day

Today is my brother Tom's birthday.
He would have been 37.

He loved this band and this song has always made me think of him.

temp 100.6
nauseous
really dizzy
every muscle and joint aches
ate more applesauce and a little cereal
it is staying down
I feel so hot
and like I'm gonna black out