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I am having a great day so far! Didn't go to school and I called in for work. I talked to Syl for a little bit and we're going to go celebrate Sai's baby. Sounds good to me. Last night I went all crazy and decided to schazz up my look. I cut my hair...I have Betty Bangs now. Good times...they're a little wierd right now, I have get used to having these bad boys in my face though. My cousin Vicky and I attempted to do some of it purple. It wouldn't take. I was a little sad but hey as long as it's not brown I don't care. Besides that Fabian and I are in a SHIT HOLE. I found out some details so I have to question him about some things that happened in the past. If all comes out like I'm expecting it too..I'll be single in the next week. We'll see how that goes, hopefully I don't get all crazy and do something retarded because of him.
I talked to Michael the other day...through text blah! It felt good to chat but shit is never going to be the same. I think that's my problem I'm still stuck in the past. I want things to be the way they used to be and they never will be. I have to give up on all this false hope. I want to get drunk though! I'm in need of some mellowness. Jeremy says I'm growing "beer balls" lol. I'm starting to become a very angry person. WHOAAA! well yeah, that's all I got for now.
I talked to Michael the other day...through text blah! It felt good to chat but shit is never going to be the same. I think that's my problem I'm still stuck in the past. I want things to be the way they used to be and they never will be. I have to give up on all this false hope. I want to get drunk though! I'm in need of some mellowness. Jeremy says I'm growing "beer balls" lol. I'm starting to become a very angry person. WHOAAA! well yeah, that's all I got for now.