Because I had to
So after last night's post and the way I was feeling physically, today i have made it a priority to eat. I had some toast this morning and have just finished off half a Caesar salad and some fruit & yoghurt.
I needed the energy and nutrition but my stomach is now in agony because it hasn't been this full in months. It was so hard eating in the first place and I am regretting it so much. I am resisting the urge to purge. I took diet pills before I ate to purposely prevent me from purging, but with this stomach pain and the fear of huge weight gain by tomorrow morning, I'm loosing my strength. I cannot gain, I just can't.
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