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I have pains in my stomach. Hit a new LW today. Didn't even muster up a smile, was kind of emotionless about it. I know when I wake tomorrow it will be lower again. Of course I'm happy that the weight is gone, but I don't think my fatness is gone. I CAN see I have lost weight when I look in the mirror.. But at the same time I see more fat than ever. The pains in my stomach are rather annoying, I did go for a 40min run this evening which is a bit out of character for me especially considering the lack of calories I've consumed today but I don't see how exercise can make a difference.
Funnily enough I have realized that I don't really have a GW anymore. After 6 years of getting to set GW's with fluctuating weight loss and gain, and now being lighter than I've ever been, I don't know what I should be 'aiming' for. All I know is that I want a smaller number. Now even to me that sounds dangerous. Any thoughts? Has anyone else been in this position?
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