ya
im planing to get away from this town , maybee not soon maybee not ever , but im looking into it , witthin maybee a year ill know for sure , ive been offered a home in new hamp. and might take it depending on how this year goes , and my other choice will be decided after i take a lil trp this summer to visit the greatest person in the world ( you know who you are) but no conclusions yet , ive wrote liek 4 poaems today with a few titles ive thought of , "Heartless" from something my freind sean told me , also "Tight" was another its kinda about a rope that represents life , and holding onto it is geting harder as it turns into a metal wire , and well you see where tight comes in , dont think im like seriously depresed or anytihng im not doing bad but not doing to good either , lot of people telling me shit i just dont want to hear and well at the same time i do but it jst makes me feel worse , well lets just hope i make it thru this an old freind is supposed to call me tonight to smoke i hope he finds some weed : /