i should learn how to say no.
well...
life is really starting to get to me. it's just so damn tiresome. i am getting so sick and burnt out on working. for example, tomorrow, which is saturday, i have to work 2 pm until 6 am. that's 16 hours!!!! well, i didn't have to, but my manager called me knowing i was the only person stupid enough to do it, and my manager also knows i just can't say no to overtime.
...which sucks some major ass.
i don't think kim understands how tired i am sometimes. she'll want to go here and there, and i am just too tired to do shit. and i'm just sick of everyones shit.
okay... don't get me wrong, i love kim and all, and she is my friend, but i think she's become too accustom to me. i can't drive around all day, i don't have the gas for it. and i can't continue to buy all this shit for the two of us. that stuff doesn't really matter anyways. i'm just in a bitchy mood to be honest.
i'm hopefully getting a car soon, and i am trying to clean up my act. i have been clean now for 4 days. i know it sounds insignificant, but it matters. i mean, why can't i just not work but still have the income like some people do? that sure would be nice.
ok, enough of my bitching. i am tired. i have to be at work soon. blarg.
by the way, the hatter building should open the first week of Dec. which i am looking forward to. i need to call mark and tell him i won't be able to make it tomorrow.
damn. life really does suck sometimes.
-Amanda
life is really starting to get to me. it's just so damn tiresome. i am getting so sick and burnt out on working. for example, tomorrow, which is saturday, i have to work 2 pm until 6 am. that's 16 hours!!!! well, i didn't have to, but my manager called me knowing i was the only person stupid enough to do it, and my manager also knows i just can't say no to overtime.
...which sucks some major ass.
i don't think kim understands how tired i am sometimes. she'll want to go here and there, and i am just too tired to do shit. and i'm just sick of everyones shit.
okay... don't get me wrong, i love kim and all, and she is my friend, but i think she's become too accustom to me. i can't drive around all day, i don't have the gas for it. and i can't continue to buy all this shit for the two of us. that stuff doesn't really matter anyways. i'm just in a bitchy mood to be honest.
i'm hopefully getting a car soon, and i am trying to clean up my act. i have been clean now for 4 days. i know it sounds insignificant, but it matters. i mean, why can't i just not work but still have the income like some people do? that sure would be nice.
ok, enough of my bitching. i am tired. i have to be at work soon. blarg.
by the way, the hatter building should open the first week of Dec. which i am looking forward to. i need to call mark and tell him i won't be able to make it tomorrow.
damn. life really does suck sometimes.
-Amanda