it is such a bad plan for me to take my meds when I have nothing to do.

I just had my RA interview and now I'm sitting on the massive bed me and Wyatt now share. I know I should do some homework but it's not really happening. I wanna knit. I also want Wyatt to be attracted to me but thats not gonna fucking happen until I stop being fat. Balls. Ok, this is what I will let myself do. I will go to my room and get some ( Read more... )

My head hurts, I'm mad tired, I have so much homework to do and I just want this semester to end and Wyatt to stay home with me. I am looking forward to the summer though, minus Wyatt going back to Colorado, but I'm going to have Kirstin and Amanda over the summer so I wont be alone. I still need a job but worst comes to worst I work with the ( Read more... )

I need a friend. Someone to hang out with while Wyatt is with Rafi. But Wyatt doesn't like anyone else here who could be a possible friend. And there is sooooo much shit going down with my roommate so I can't even go to my room by myself. And the love of my life doesn't even want to come to school with me next year. He doesn't even want to come to ( Read more... )

I don't know whats wrong with me. i feel so weird. i don't even know how to explain it. i want it to stop. wyatt gets too worried about me. i don't want to do that to him.

lets see. i'm ridiculously overwhelmed and stressed out. my boyfriend doesn't want to go to school on the east coast so we're pretty much going to break up when we leave. my family has no money so pretty much i have to go to a craptastic school in maine. and i just want to be with wyatt but it's not going to happen cause i can't spend 2 years in ( Read more... )

i have to remember to read my art history and do my english homework. also need to remember to figure out what i'm doing tomorrow with ash to teach her how to drive a stick. hmmm, also buy my name is bruce and the new futurerama movie. i want the movie the sphere and the abandoned and the book by bruce campbell. basically this is like my to do list ( Read more... )

I've been thinking the last few days that i'd like to start this thing up again. No one's gonna read it and i think i like it that way. there is plenty of drama right now. there tends to be with me but at this exact moment i'm peaceful. i have nothing to complain about cause i have a couple excellent friends and i got rid of the not so excellent ( Read more... )

so life is not so fabulous. like it has good moments i'm not gonna lie. but as a whole it's just a big mess. it might be my sickliness right now but it's just not so good. hard to explain. so pretty much this post had no point at all.

i wanna dye and cut my hair but momma like refuses to make an appointment. and i wanna peirce my ears again but she wont let me. tori has 8 holes i don't know why she wont let me. my right ear feels empty, it needs more :(. ps i just woke up so i sound retarded