Feb 15, 2007 22:37
Philosophy Jedi is not a philosophy major. He is a biochemistry major, hoping to go to med school. I learned this by sitting behind him in lecture and eavesdropping on his conversations. I also analyzed the attendance sign-in sheet one day to figure out his name. Then I looked him up on the facebook. His profile is just as obnoxious as he is, and here is the best part: HE HAS A BLOG. I've become so obsessed with him that I've started referring to him as my anti-crush, because I've begun to stalk him in a way that most people only do with people they have crushes on . . . only instead of triggering lust, he triggers revulsion.
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Joe and I called it quits two weeks ago, and not only have I been too busy to write about it, I've been too busy to care. I get up at 8 or 9 every morning and then it's go go go until my head hits the pillow at 2 or 3. Things have been bipolar between us (flirting our asses off and going to see Pan's Labyrinth one day, refusing to say hello to each other the next), and I would like to just figure out what's going on, but how am I going to do that when I don't even have the time to figure out what I want?
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I have a test on Hume tomorrow and, as I've been plowing my way through the Dialogues, all I'm trying to figure out is this: if Earth's perfection in design, and all of its inhabitants' perfection in design, imply a perfect creator . . . than what the hell do Mercury, Venus, Mars and the rest of the planets imply? That God had to fuck up a bunch of times before he got it right?