Dec 23, 2005 02:10
So I talked to my parents today.
And it actually went well.
My Dad told me I was the
"most mature" he has ever seen me.
That's cool...I guess.
Thanks Dad.
My Mom wants me home again.
Sometimes I can see her worry.
I don't mean like hear it in her voice.
I mean like I can see the concern in her face.
My Mom wouldn't say anything.
But I know she worries about me.
It's her nature.
But I feel bad about that.
I don't want to cause stress on anyone.
Especially the person who brought me into this world.
They deserve more than that.
No matter how much I bitch about them.
I'm going away to school.
It's for sure.
I'm going to Harding in the fall.
It's in fucking Arkansas.
I'm excited.
But nervous.
But I embrace the change.
I need it.
++I wonder man. I don't want to get my hopes up, again. You're the only one I can talk to about this shit...help++
P.S. 'The Beauty Fire' is playing at B-Dubs Friday night at 7pm. You guys should go and visit me...and see the band of course. It'll be fun. Be there or be square.