rain rain go away..actually i like it..way soothing!
well today was ok and so was yesterday i think ive been very hurtful to a special friend of mine who thinks i dont care about him as much as i do.. emotions are hard to show and relationships just arent for me..your a great guy you know who you are..and im sorry for hurting you..We'll always be friends maybe someday something more..you make me feel special and like im worth something, its to hard to belive..that you being truthful..but everyday im trying to trust you more. i promise ill try harder..your one of my best friends and to lose you would hurt me and now i realize that.. youll find that girl your looking for jesse.. and ill always care for you no matter what.. we both know how i feel right now about this relationship thing thats why ive been pushing you away.. but just ignore me.. theres lots on my mind... sadies is gonna be crap but hopefully ill have fun..if i go.. ta ta for now.. peace out girl scout!