Fuck Talent or Acumen. I NEED This...

[me_vs_myself]

I heard the creak of the front door's screen as the wind fervently gushed pass the porch with vigor and it evoked a bevy of thought. Unbeknown to me that such a common sound of the days I lead would invoke thoughts of previous evenings with you -- your smile, your big blue eyes that seemingly could envelop the sky; the way you rolled them in bother

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[weirdspaceship]

You'll be fine. Your heart is horrified by the cruelty of emotions. Cause emotions could be really cruel.

[me_vs_myself]

I suppose. However, it doesn't lessen the effect or dull the shambles of reality that culminate with my dismay at the situation to create my dread and sadness. I'm not weak. I'm being normal. Still, knowing none of this makes it easier to endure.

[weirdspaceship]

The more you suffer the more you will understand next time. More than ever. :)

[me_vs_myself]

If that were the case, I would have known enough this time to allow someone the opportunity. In a way, I did. It just happened farther down the road this time.

[aquariumdrink_r]

just don't let that destroy your openness with others, okay? openness can be a good quality, and being open with the people who love and care about you [whether in a romantic relationship or just friendship/family relationships] is really important. it might feel like it now, but not everyone is going to give up on you.

hang in there. come visit once we're settled in, or if you desperately need to get away, come before we're settled in. neither of us would mind that :) you can stay as long as you want to.

[me_vs_myself]

I will come visit once you guys are settled in. I don't desperately need to come. Now is the time I have to acclimate myself to the void that is there. It's tough when things revolve around something and it's removed so abruptly. I just find this incredibly unfortunate, especially concerning the effort involved.

[weirdspaceship]

I added you on my friend list. I'm new here. Hope you don't mind, but i'm interested in your writing style. I'm not an anglophone person so i'm trying to improve my knowing of the language. Hope you don't mind (again) if i read what you write.

[3kame]

While it's refreshing to see your lovely writing on my FP, it's a pity that it's regarding such a despondent turn of events.

I can't understand why they don't want to attempt a reconciliation, especially when you are open to that and willing to grind your way to that path.

People are weird. I wish you relief.

[me_vs_myself]

Thank you. I am just quite sad. I think it's obvious that she just doesn't want to make any compromises and prefers to lead her life her way without sublimating anything. Basically, adhering to the aspects of a relationship wasn't worth it when I was the goal she was working toward.