i'm defective
im being put on muscle relaxers and pain killers...for my back...because 4 advil does NOTHING for me. doctor took x-rays this morning, i have bad posture and my muscles are just overly tense...im prolly going to have bad bad bad back problems when i get older.im being put on the same pain killers as my grandparents are on for thier back problems ...and they are overly tired and stuff...i prolly will be as well...ill prolly be taking the pain killers 2ce a day and the muscle relaxers once a day....kinda wierd.anyways...other than that im okay.this is just really affecting me right now and my mood as well...once i feel better i bet i will be happy.
i really am worried for my future because my grandma is having horrible back problems...hes in great pain these days...its making me sad...shes been going in and out of the hospital...:( i dont want her to have that pain...and i dont want that to happen to me when i grow old. it just makes me think, she hasnt had back problems until she got alot older...and if im having problems now then that will blow later for me...things will be beter over the weekend...i'll start taking my meds and feel better. i love all the people that told me to get better today. (only like 2 people) its okay for the rest of you, dont worry. next time your in pain i'll make sure to tell you that i hope you get better...cuz thats what a good friend does. :-p
I've been waiting for so long
For someone to mend all the blame
I've been searching for so long
For something to...
i really am worried for my future because my grandma is having horrible back problems...hes in great pain these days...its making me sad...shes been going in and out of the hospital...:( i dont want her to have that pain...and i dont want that to happen to me when i grow old. it just makes me think, she hasnt had back problems until she got alot older...and if im having problems now then that will blow later for me...things will be beter over the weekend...i'll start taking my meds and feel better. i love all the people that told me to get better today. (only like 2 people) its okay for the rest of you, dont worry. next time your in pain i'll make sure to tell you that i hope you get better...cuz thats what a good friend does. :-p
I've been waiting for so long
For someone to mend all the blame
I've been searching for so long
For something to...