Oct 30, 2008 17:21
Today should be the best day of my year. I ADORE Halloween. I look forward to it every year. But this year, it's been totally ruined.
There was no Hocus Pocus, even though I went to the greatest efforts to look for it! Some ass hole fucker took that movie without signing it out and ruined my damn Halloween. Also, there was no Mr. Boogedy, no The Pumpkin Who Couldn't Smile, and no Disney's Halloween Treat.
I don't feel complete. Wednesday night's on campus Halloween party was a big failure and tonight is not going to be fun enough for what it has already cost me-which is a fraction of what it will inevitably cost me in the end. I just want to be home and answer the door to trick or treaters and watch The Phantom of the Megaplex on Disney Channel.
I am missing Skalloween at home. I missed the Pumpkin Patch. I don't want to be a sad sack and ask for a pity party but there is so much more that is supposed to be going on and it's not. Halloween ought to be--IS--the best holiday of the year and I feel so let down and absolutely neglected. Where did you go, Halloween of the whole rest of my life? Why don't I feel the way I always do this time of year?