i know i can be as good as i am.......

[me_into_you]

so good,
being there,
when it was it was cause she said it was,
i cant seem to rewrite the words in my mind,
i cant figure out how got so off track,
im far far far astray,
danger danger danger,
im in such danger,
danger of losing all my hope,
hope is what drives me,
but ive been living so poorly,
ive exhausted all hope left,
theres nothing left in the windshield,
.....maybe if i could see through it.....
and theres so much in the rear view mirror,

all the slivers are in my head,
they need only the right nudge to slide into place,
slide,
glide,
smooth and slick,
and then thats that,
with with one perfect slice,
everything is where it should be,
and well il still make the same mistakes,
but maybe if i try hard enough,
they wont be so bad?

im just so tired,
tired of being a coward,
i let my weaknesses have my body,
and they fuck me over,
i need only grow a little in the right direction to gain control,
how can something so simple be so hard?
how can such and short wall be so mother fucking tall?