its been a bit of a rough couple of weeks, my great grandma had a stroke and she passed away last tuesday and her funeral was this monday
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I am sorry to hear about your grandmother passing away. it is very hard to think about people leaving your life who have been around since before you can remember. i hope that you can find your own healthy way to grieve, so that you may have a bit more of the peace that you had just weeks ago when all was well.
i had a friend for years that i 'gave up on'. circumstances in our lives made it so we weren't in each others lives as often as we had been, and i saw that the important connections that we needed to stay in touch long distance just weren't there. we had lots on common, but it turned out to be only superficial things. i got tired of seeing myself explore and grow and seeing her not care about expanding her own life. she seemed to have no interest in changing herself, in growing and becoming independent. i didn't want to be around some one letting themselves stay in a rut. i gave up, and moved on. it was a bit sad that a long period(/relationship) in my life had ended, but i actually felt better once i moved on. like cutting dead weight. sad but true.
congrats on running that city-surf! that is something that i can never see myself doing, running a marathon. though that makes me want to actually do it! funny how that works out in my brain...
i had a friend for years that i 'gave up on'. circumstances in our lives made it so we weren't in each others lives as often as we had been, and i saw that the important connections that we needed to stay in touch long distance just weren't there. we had lots on common, but it turned out to be only superficial things. i got tired of seeing myself explore and grow and seeing her not care about expanding her own life. she seemed to have no interest in changing herself, in growing and becoming independent. i didn't want to be around some one letting themselves stay in a rut. i gave up, and moved on. it was a bit sad that a long period(/relationship) in my life had ended, but i actually felt better once i moved on. like cutting dead weight. sad but true.
congrats on running that city-surf! that is something that i can never see myself doing, running a marathon. though that makes me want to actually do it! funny how that works out in my brain...
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