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its been a bit of a rough couple of weeks, my great grandma had a stroke and she passed away last tuesday and her funeral was this monday.
I didnt go see her after her stroke, i had seen her the friday before and she was well and we talked and i didnt want to see her unwell. i think that that is selfish, really selfish, my gran gran 96 im 24 and i couldnt go see her, what is up with that.
Her funeral was really nice, really beautiful. my sister sobed loud at the end and she set everyone off, i was ok but it was sad, i havent really let my thoughts wonder there. My best friend came along which really helped.
I now find myself doing my assigns i got extensions on, but thinking about the past week and how i felt. I realise alot of things, i realised i gave up on one of my good friends because i had no patience, i couldnt do it anymore-that was my reasoning. and when i say given up im mean i couldnt keep reaching out and getting nothing so i stopped. things are ok now, but theres definitely a dent.
well thats me.
ran the city to surf again this year, we got 78 minutes, 15minutes over last year run, but we were slack in our training schedule so i think we did ok. i could never run 12km by myself, honestly without vazza there i would never had been able to do it, and haha she had drank copious amounts of beer the night before ahahha - we ran it all the way together 5 minutes run 1 min walk, good times:)
we then had a soccer game about an hour after the run BAHAHAHHAHHAHA craziness! and to top it off vazza may have a hairline fracture in her foot wow its all clicking in as a type.
soccer is over for the year i have 3 empty days now- no training on tues and thurs and no game on sunday..it will take some getting use to.
ok i better get back to study
I didnt go see her after her stroke, i had seen her the friday before and she was well and we talked and i didnt want to see her unwell. i think that that is selfish, really selfish, my gran gran 96 im 24 and i couldnt go see her, what is up with that.
Her funeral was really nice, really beautiful. my sister sobed loud at the end and she set everyone off, i was ok but it was sad, i havent really let my thoughts wonder there. My best friend came along which really helped.
I now find myself doing my assigns i got extensions on, but thinking about the past week and how i felt. I realise alot of things, i realised i gave up on one of my good friends because i had no patience, i couldnt do it anymore-that was my reasoning. and when i say given up im mean i couldnt keep reaching out and getting nothing so i stopped. things are ok now, but theres definitely a dent.
well thats me.
ran the city to surf again this year, we got 78 minutes, 15minutes over last year run, but we were slack in our training schedule so i think we did ok. i could never run 12km by myself, honestly without vazza there i would never had been able to do it, and haha she had drank copious amounts of beer the night before ahahha - we ran it all the way together 5 minutes run 1 min walk, good times:)
we then had a soccer game about an hour after the run BAHAHAHHAHHAHA craziness! and to top it off vazza may have a hairline fracture in her foot wow its all clicking in as a type.
soccer is over for the year i have 3 empty days now- no training on tues and thurs and no game on sunday..it will take some getting use to.
ok i better get back to study