this is a whiny post...
ive been in a huge funk lately. i feel so alone in cincinnati anymore. im well beyond ready to leave this shit hole. im ready to be done with this city and find a new place in which to start my next stage.
ive been to willard a lot lately bc my mom usually makes me feel better. and it works while im there, but get back here and bam, i get smacked in the face with cincinnati crap. dont get me wrong, ill never end up in willard. bah.
if i get one more excuse im going to cut someones head off. if you dont want to hang out with me, tell me. that easy.
im too nice for my own good and it ends with me getting walked all over. im really tired of it. so, im going to stop inviting people to do anything. im going to stop texting people. im going to stop inviting myself to do things. in general, im going to stop being nice. its gotten me no where. absolutely no where. so if you want to hang out with me you are going to have to sell it like a persian sells a rug because im done.
in other news, im going to evansville at the end of this month for a wedding, the melon fest over labor day weekend, baltimore during the 2nd week of september and boston for halloween. so hopefully that will help clear my mind. nothing does that better than a long drive.
also, im presenting at the big geography conference in march of 2009 and would like to invite you all to come...its in las vegas. what could be more fun that having everyone you know in las vegas?
anyway, this is a pointless post and im still angsty.
go paint your fingernails black stockholm.
ive been to willard a lot lately bc my mom usually makes me feel better. and it works while im there, but get back here and bam, i get smacked in the face with cincinnati crap. dont get me wrong, ill never end up in willard. bah.
if i get one more excuse im going to cut someones head off. if you dont want to hang out with me, tell me. that easy.
im too nice for my own good and it ends with me getting walked all over. im really tired of it. so, im going to stop inviting people to do anything. im going to stop texting people. im going to stop inviting myself to do things. in general, im going to stop being nice. its gotten me no where. absolutely no where. so if you want to hang out with me you are going to have to sell it like a persian sells a rug because im done.
in other news, im going to evansville at the end of this month for a wedding, the melon fest over labor day weekend, baltimore during the 2nd week of september and boston for halloween. so hopefully that will help clear my mind. nothing does that better than a long drive.
also, im presenting at the big geography conference in march of 2009 and would like to invite you all to come...its in las vegas. what could be more fun that having everyone you know in las vegas?
anyway, this is a pointless post and im still angsty.
go paint your fingernails black stockholm.