Mar 08, 2006 15:18
Chris is an amazing person. I feel so comfortable around him. He isn't my twin flame but he is a step on my journey. He knows that I am a survivor but he doesn't know to what extent. Last night I typed out a version of my story to send to him but then I chickened out. I want to share it with him so he can see how hard I have worked to get to where I am but in the same sense I do not want to scare him. I wound up deleting my story because it is so horrific I just couldn't send it. I am going to chat with him about it this evening. I am proud of my history and I am proud of my past. I want him and others to be proud and amazed as well. I do not want pity, sympathy, or even empathy. What I want is a wow you do kick ass. We all do. Every single person in the whole world has a story..........Michelle