..as beautiful

[mdntepoet]

I'm a freak,
with a strange memory,
I remember the things,
I shouldn't see
I remember your kiss
your touch your taste
I remember the dreams,
the late night calls we made
I guess i'm a freak
for not forgetting that smile,
the hurt you confessed,
the times you cried,
I'm not right in the head,
for knowing all those things you dread
for listening to your hopes and fears
and dreams you said
I wish I could follow them all like you...

I wish I had that charm and smile
I wish I could stand by you mile for mile
as you journey on..
I wish I could see you succeed,
from by your side,
I wish I was the one,
that made you smile,
Wish I was as beautiful... as you....

I remember far to much,
Those nights your voice did touch,
In ways I've never said
I can recall sweet little words,
and smiles you made,
happiness seemed just,
A call away..
but distance grows,
as you chase your dreams
your loves your life
stardom and glittery things,
you forget a little more each time
I hear your voice,
I can hear the girl I once knew
growing farther by choice
I don't blame you one bit,
and wish all the best for you,
I just wish life wasn't this way for me
that I could see it through..

Wish I was as wonderful, as... you.....

so off to school you go,
I'm sure you'll do quite well
I'm sure you'll charm the world,
and put men under your spell..
I'm sure your grace will grow,
As I've seen your talent do..
I'm sure the whole world will know..
and worship you...
but Know that I will always miss
that sweet girl I knew,
that sat up late at night talking to me,
and loving me too...

Wish I was as beautiful,
or as wonderful...

wish I was anything......

too you......