Let it out
I don't even know where to start I just really need to get some stuff out.
School has me stressed out every week. Monday nights I have one three hour class for my education minor. Well my teacher told us about an assignment due next week that requires us to go observe a classroom for a day. That's fine and dandy and all, but I only have one week, [minus the weekends since there is no school, and minus monday since the class is at 530], to get the assignment done. I don't know any of the school systems out here, nor do I have but just tomorrow morning to be able to even go into a class without disrupting any of my other things I have to do.
Because practice is in FWB now, I don't have the time I was using to complete my online classes so now I'm struggling to get through those during the middle of the week instead of not bothering with them. And now that we decided to add another new person to our show I'm trying to get some time to teach him the work.
Speaking of guard, that has me all stressed out because everything is ALWAYS last minute. I can't plan anything around it because of the constant changes in rehearsal times or the sudden surprises that there is going to be rehearsal but now it's here instead of there, and when the times are announced people are still showing up late, including the instructors, and I make it a point to be there on the times I'm supposed to be there because I am paying to be there. It's like missing class because you don't feel like going except everyone else is depending on you to be there.
Chris has me stressed because all he wants to do is spend every single minute with me and I just don't have the time to do that, so when I tell him I have other things to do he gets sad.
I just can't seem to keep myself happy at the same time as keeping others happy.
Good thing I don't have many friends anyway
And even the 'friends' I do have are never willing to help out.
School has me stressed out every week. Monday nights I have one three hour class for my education minor. Well my teacher told us about an assignment due next week that requires us to go observe a classroom for a day. That's fine and dandy and all, but I only have one week, [minus the weekends since there is no school, and minus monday since the class is at 530], to get the assignment done. I don't know any of the school systems out here, nor do I have but just tomorrow morning to be able to even go into a class without disrupting any of my other things I have to do.
Because practice is in FWB now, I don't have the time I was using to complete my online classes so now I'm struggling to get through those during the middle of the week instead of not bothering with them. And now that we decided to add another new person to our show I'm trying to get some time to teach him the work.
Speaking of guard, that has me all stressed out because everything is ALWAYS last minute. I can't plan anything around it because of the constant changes in rehearsal times or the sudden surprises that there is going to be rehearsal but now it's here instead of there, and when the times are announced people are still showing up late, including the instructors, and I make it a point to be there on the times I'm supposed to be there because I am paying to be there. It's like missing class because you don't feel like going except everyone else is depending on you to be there.
Chris has me stressed because all he wants to do is spend every single minute with me and I just don't have the time to do that, so when I tell him I have other things to do he gets sad.
I just can't seem to keep myself happy at the same time as keeping others happy.
Good thing I don't have many friends anyway
And even the 'friends' I do have are never willing to help out.