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void. sorry if this thing is incredibly depressing, but it's not like i'm an incredibly depressing person, i just only write in this when i'm pissedddd. i'm generally a happy, funny, friendly person!
anyway so yeah who's excited for summer, 'cause i know i am! yesterday was so nice out; it was the first day so far that made summer seem close. at like 830 i went for a walk in the park with deanna and it was literally like a trip down memory lane. everyone used to hang out in the park before we all had our licenses, and we used to live at jimmy's and edmund's. everything was so cool back then! now everyone just sees eachother at parties. i found out some of my friends have tried/will try crack, shrooms, ecstacy, etc. like, honestly, what the hell? especially if it's someone you've known since you were a kid, it's messed up. it's their choice, whatever, and it doesn't make them a bad person, but i'm just surprised.
but the weather was really nice and now i'm excited. the pearl jam concert is soon. and possibly dave matthews!!! and OAR. and a road trip to see stephen kellogg? excitiiiing!! and i'll hopefully have a car FINALLY, and an easy job, and this disaster of a school year will be behind me for good. then i can just drive around, and shop, and go to core every day and play volleyball and...
wait, play volleyball? haha i don't even know about that, but this is the problemo. before i thought i'd be all messed up, i was planning on going to BC volleyball camp like i have every year. cut to ali and melissa signing up. cut to them listing me as a roommate. remember that melissa hates ali, and i'm a good enough friend that i don't want to leave them alone together for a week. the deadline to sign up is the end of may, and i haven't told my parents yet...or my doctor...and honestly, i'm gonna wait about these blood tests.
cause if i go and request tests now, after 4 months, and they're messed up...the doctor's gonna blow me off and not want to retest me until october. so i am HOPING, that maybe i can convince him to test me at the end of july? i just want to have everything done with before my senior year. and i'm going to play volleyball. i mean, there was that time i fell down the stairs and my entire legs were covered in bruises, and he said there wasn't a problem. so what's the big deal if i get a few bruises on my hip from a dive? hmmm...it's just that time of the month (haha) when it's time to renew my prescription, and i always go "how many more times do i have to do this?" and get impatient.
but yeah sooo by the end of next week i'll be the big kid on campus and it'll be time to regulate those little bastard freshmennnn woooooo. just kidding, i like most of them. senior slutsssss oh sevennnnn who's readyyyyyyy?!
xoxo
anyway so yeah who's excited for summer, 'cause i know i am! yesterday was so nice out; it was the first day so far that made summer seem close. at like 830 i went for a walk in the park with deanna and it was literally like a trip down memory lane. everyone used to hang out in the park before we all had our licenses, and we used to live at jimmy's and edmund's. everything was so cool back then! now everyone just sees eachother at parties. i found out some of my friends have tried/will try crack, shrooms, ecstacy, etc. like, honestly, what the hell? especially if it's someone you've known since you were a kid, it's messed up. it's their choice, whatever, and it doesn't make them a bad person, but i'm just surprised.
but the weather was really nice and now i'm excited. the pearl jam concert is soon. and possibly dave matthews!!! and OAR. and a road trip to see stephen kellogg? excitiiiing!! and i'll hopefully have a car FINALLY, and an easy job, and this disaster of a school year will be behind me for good. then i can just drive around, and shop, and go to core every day and play volleyball and...
wait, play volleyball? haha i don't even know about that, but this is the problemo. before i thought i'd be all messed up, i was planning on going to BC volleyball camp like i have every year. cut to ali and melissa signing up. cut to them listing me as a roommate. remember that melissa hates ali, and i'm a good enough friend that i don't want to leave them alone together for a week. the deadline to sign up is the end of may, and i haven't told my parents yet...or my doctor...and honestly, i'm gonna wait about these blood tests.
cause if i go and request tests now, after 4 months, and they're messed up...the doctor's gonna blow me off and not want to retest me until october. so i am HOPING, that maybe i can convince him to test me at the end of july? i just want to have everything done with before my senior year. and i'm going to play volleyball. i mean, there was that time i fell down the stairs and my entire legs were covered in bruises, and he said there wasn't a problem. so what's the big deal if i get a few bruises on my hip from a dive? hmmm...it's just that time of the month (haha) when it's time to renew my prescription, and i always go "how many more times do i have to do this?" and get impatient.
but yeah sooo by the end of next week i'll be the big kid on campus and it'll be time to regulate those little bastard freshmennnn woooooo. just kidding, i like most of them. senior slutsssss oh sevennnnn who's readyyyyyyy?!
xoxo