Direction.
I keep thinking about that scene where Luke is in Yoda's hut, and Yoda's telling him how he never focused on what he was doing or where he was!
Going through the days, it's nice to be around people. It's nice to have comforts, to seek out new life and new civilizations new things to learn. But, where am I actually going? Where am I headed? To be honest, I didn't see this coming up. Hmm.... perhaps I did and didn't want to believe it. I'd love some prayers on that!
It was a good work week, though! Tired, but it's good to have the chance to be tired like this. Also: I don't know how the mess people work as long as they do! A friend of mine put in ~80 hours one week working two jobs. Craziness. She also has the energy of 3 people, so I can see how she did that.
I was serious about wondering how on earth people get through a day without the joy of Christ. I can see why one of my friends is always so emo!
That confidence I had a few weeks ago? Not sure where it went, but it's around here somewhere. I'm going to go find that.