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right well as usual today pretty much sucked... ran the 1600 in 12 mins and 55 secs. pretty proud of myself for that. maybe i could have done it faster? but i couldn't leave dear juliet behind. then we played dodgeball, tennis, and kickball. i guess they all really sucked, except tennis. because i dont really have friends in my group (s-z) it's poop. there's people i know and stuff like kimberly megan rebecca, a few eigth grade friends i made... maybe i'm just crazy *shrug*
yet the more and more i think about it the more i think i dont have any real friends. i miss destiny from band. though she might have gotten annoying at times, she always asked what was wrong and tried to help. i miss that... i miss having bloody people to talk to!
not that it would matter. because i probably wouldn't tell anyone because it's pretty much like complaining. plus when i speak/type/write/whatever it, it just sounds more dumb than it already feels. my dad was right when i was joining the 7th grade, i'm a loner. i just hang around people, i dont really fit in anywhere...
it seems like all i do lately is talk about nothing good and stuff that's wrong with my life, yes? i like to drive though. that's one thing that always makes me happy. and you can't beat seeing a grannie turning 2 mph around a turn... good times.
maybe i'll pick debbie up from gymnastics tonight. but she probably wont put her seatbelt on... and that angers me. everybody else in the family will when i ask them to. taylor gets on them too now. hehehe. we're the backseat seatbelt patrol. it's pretty snifty. and he's only 5! and debbie's almost 14... how sad...
i really dont know if i'm ever going to finish this stupid chapter for my story. i've been really lazy lately. i havent even practiced my clarinet much... a couple times... but i should probably start rememorizing pep fight and god bless america for the parade... that's the least i can do. meh... i'll probably just sit here and draw my stick figure wedding of me and rupert... maybe i'll color it to make it look better. i'm not a very good drawer, even with stick people..
that's another thing, i'm good at like, nothing. and people say that it'll come but i'm like 16 here.... you would think i would have found something by now at least that interests me enough. i'm just a very difficult person...
i guess i'll shut my yap now and get drawing. later...
yet the more and more i think about it the more i think i dont have any real friends. i miss destiny from band. though she might have gotten annoying at times, she always asked what was wrong and tried to help. i miss that... i miss having bloody people to talk to!
not that it would matter. because i probably wouldn't tell anyone because it's pretty much like complaining. plus when i speak/type/write/whatever it, it just sounds more dumb than it already feels. my dad was right when i was joining the 7th grade, i'm a loner. i just hang around people, i dont really fit in anywhere...
it seems like all i do lately is talk about nothing good and stuff that's wrong with my life, yes? i like to drive though. that's one thing that always makes me happy. and you can't beat seeing a grannie turning 2 mph around a turn... good times.
maybe i'll pick debbie up from gymnastics tonight. but she probably wont put her seatbelt on... and that angers me. everybody else in the family will when i ask them to. taylor gets on them too now. hehehe. we're the backseat seatbelt patrol. it's pretty snifty. and he's only 5! and debbie's almost 14... how sad...
i really dont know if i'm ever going to finish this stupid chapter for my story. i've been really lazy lately. i havent even practiced my clarinet much... a couple times... but i should probably start rememorizing pep fight and god bless america for the parade... that's the least i can do. meh... i'll probably just sit here and draw my stick figure wedding of me and rupert... maybe i'll color it to make it look better. i'm not a very good drawer, even with stick people..
that's another thing, i'm good at like, nothing. and people say that it'll come but i'm like 16 here.... you would think i would have found something by now at least that interests me enough. i'm just a very difficult person...
i guess i'll shut my yap now and get drawing. later...