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rawr. yet again... i dont know what to do. i think i just always have an emotional breakdown. i'm not really quite sure why, either. maybe it's because i feel like i have no one to talk to? so i keep it all in me and just freak out? possibly... i wouldn't doubt it. and i guess that in itself creates a blockade for entrance to who i am... not that i know who i am. i dont even know what that means to know who you are. i do know i'm sick and tired of the construction workers though. stupid people for moving back there...
juliet saw jessi today... which made me think even more about how i'm so neutral on relationships and how i dont even fancy...someone :-P well besides the girl that i sort of fancy... gosh i wish the construction workers would change the station. anyways, gym wasn't so bad today actually. well besides my grumpy mood in the morning. but it was a really nice day out to go walking 4.1 miles. although we had "tests" today. had to count how many push ups, sit ups, step ups, and how fast we could run 100 meters. yeah... and then tomorrow we "run" the 1600. haha that's funny, run... i'll most likely walk a lot of it.
hmmm yes well i believe that's it... no one's really on except aubree but she's always away... guess i'll just play neopets.
juliet saw jessi today... which made me think even more about how i'm so neutral on relationships and how i dont even fancy...someone :-P well besides the girl that i sort of fancy... gosh i wish the construction workers would change the station. anyways, gym wasn't so bad today actually. well besides my grumpy mood in the morning. but it was a really nice day out to go walking 4.1 miles. although we had "tests" today. had to count how many push ups, sit ups, step ups, and how fast we could run 100 meters. yeah... and then tomorrow we "run" the 1600. haha that's funny, run... i'll most likely walk a lot of it.
hmmm yes well i believe that's it... no one's really on except aubree but she's always away... guess i'll just play neopets.