All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you...
Last night I went for dinner with some friends and this guy (ex) called me.. it's funny the things he said. It's funny, he said I led him on before, when actually I feel that he led me on. It's weird how when something ends, two people have really different views.
Well, for the record, no I didn't lead him on. He was pressuring me and now allowing me to be myself. I felt like my opinion was worthless because he had already decided what our plans would be. And I didn't really have a say. He knew I wasn't comfortable with things, but he wanted me to pretend that I was. But I can't really do that. Anyway he phoned up last night and basically said a load of crap, and I was too shocked to respond. I'm not gonna phone up and rant at him or something, it's not worth it. But is funny how somebody older than me can be so immature when it comes to relationships. Anyway, I think he's actually quite a nice person and good luck to him in finding whatever it is he's searching for, I wish him well.
I'm out of the office this week, woop woop!! So happy to be out of that place, if only for a week. Going to Dublin and Paris, should be great. Finally a chance to rest and chill out a bit (oh yeah, plus the crappy work that I have to do there). I like travelling, it really makes me feel good about what I do. I like meeting the clients and stuff.
Still looking forward to starting the new job, although time is going so slowly!! Everyone keeps saying it's gonna fly by.. please stop. You and I both know that it is NOT gonna fly by. Everyone knows it, so stop saying it. It doesn't make me feel better lol...
That's it for now anyway... I'm happy. Really happy actually.
Well, for the record, no I didn't lead him on. He was pressuring me and now allowing me to be myself. I felt like my opinion was worthless because he had already decided what our plans would be. And I didn't really have a say. He knew I wasn't comfortable with things, but he wanted me to pretend that I was. But I can't really do that. Anyway he phoned up last night and basically said a load of crap, and I was too shocked to respond. I'm not gonna phone up and rant at him or something, it's not worth it. But is funny how somebody older than me can be so immature when it comes to relationships. Anyway, I think he's actually quite a nice person and good luck to him in finding whatever it is he's searching for, I wish him well.
I'm out of the office this week, woop woop!! So happy to be out of that place, if only for a week. Going to Dublin and Paris, should be great. Finally a chance to rest and chill out a bit (oh yeah, plus the crappy work that I have to do there). I like travelling, it really makes me feel good about what I do. I like meeting the clients and stuff.
Still looking forward to starting the new job, although time is going so slowly!! Everyone keeps saying it's gonna fly by.. please stop. You and I both know that it is NOT gonna fly by. Everyone knows it, so stop saying it. It doesn't make me feel better lol...
That's it for now anyway... I'm happy. Really happy actually.