bad day
i am just so pissed off at life right now. kayla still isn't better. mom dropped her off at the vet. her infection is worse and i have to pay more money. i just want to scream and cry. i just want everyone to understand how blue i am. that i miss my fuckin friend too, but because he was an ass i can't talk to him. because right now it hurts. i want him to be there for me, but i can't trust one word he says. i was in love a month ago, i was happy and now i feel bi-polar and i want satisfaction. i feel like the bride on kill bill. i just need to do something. i fuckin miss my friend too, but i don't know if i can ever have my old friend back. i hope that he reads this, maybe he will finally understand me. it isn't like i didn't tell him how i felt.